i can't let it go
Thursday, May 3, 2012 , 5:13 AM , 0 comments
assalamualaikum , maaf kalau blog ini lama tak update. aku buzy sangat , trust me :) semakin membesar semakin beban banyak dibahu ni . tapi nak berjaya kan kenalah berusaha .
firstly , i dont want to talk about book , exam or anything pasal sekolah . cukuplah dekat sekolah ye tak payah nak tambah dekat sini . i want to talk about my life :) back to malaysia ok .
"let by gone be by gone" ayat ini dah jadi kebiasaan kan orang cakap . aku tak tahu lah setan ape yang merasuk sampai lah petang tadi hati sebak sangat . bukan sebak sebab ape tapi macam i dont know how to explain it but it's very hurt . luka lama terbuka lagi , something like that lah . i dont know , i'm confused -..- what happened to me ? before that , kalau kita dah capai puberty ofcourse lah hormon kita dah lain kan . selebihnya , you learn sendiri je lah. so , tiba tiba teringin bukak older massages. that's very weird , i think my mind is out of control. let's continue , bila bukak massage S ni i can accept the fate. i'm cool bebeh but it's beginning , when i click on A's massage. HAHA , laughed like a crazy girl but the more i laugh the more my heart feels the hurt . onwards i started to cry. even though kita baru kenal tapi , entahlah it's hard to explain it. i rasa menyesal yang amat , it's all my fault. kenapa u kesian kan orang lain tapi bukan i. why u treat me like this ? huh , i remember the first time we meet , texting , on the phone for a long hours. HAHA , it's crazy okay . i think you dont believe it if i say that we had on the phone from 11.00 pm (around that) untill 3 or 4 a.m. can you imagine how long we talk :P 6 or 7 hours . HAHA , i miss that moment very much. ex aku dulu pun tak penah kitaorang buat macam tu. see ! how special you're. bila ingat balik , entah apa yang kita merapu selama 6 jam tu. lagi , you're caring :') that's why i like you. you respect me and accept me as i'm . i know that i'm not perfect as your pet sister , i know i'm not beautiful as your friends but you still tell me that i'm a beautiful .
punca we're not together is , about the true and dare GAME ! sumpah , aku benci game tu .
and pasal game -.- sumpah aku tak belas text kau waktu tu , that's my cousin . but you never believe :'(
if i have give a wish , i want to be a smarter student in malaysia. HAHA , tak berkaitan . adios :D
19 march 1997
Saturday, March 17, 2012 , 7:42 PM , 0 comments
hello peeps ! tomorrow is my birthday :) yeahh i'm gonna be old . HOHO but who care right everyone will grow up one day. pfttt -.- act i dont feel excited tomorrow you know what ? school's open tomorrow *boring* teacher can you extend one week more :) and i dont know what will happen to me tomorrow. pray for me ok that everything ok. but i feel lifeless staying at home HOHO dont know what to do . it's more boring right. that's life :)
im not taking my breakfast yet -,- starving :P
you know what i want as a gift tomorrow :)
an ipad , truthly i want that desperately -..-
kbai , tired
after 5 months
Tuesday, March 13, 2012 , 4:14 AM , 0 comments
assalamualaikum , terima kasih kerana merinduiku di sini. *joke* act , I tahu tak de sape rindu kite ni . kau hidup ke mati "do I care" . after 5 month , finally I can sign in this blog . HAHA macam tak percaya kan but this is reality . cewahhh , sebab dah lame aku tak on adalah orang dekat bangunan internet tu lembap sangat sampai ibu kol banyak kali dia cuma cakap "kami tengah proses puan" last last , pakai broadband . orang nak kasi duit dorang ta nak . RUGI !sepanjang 5 months ni , I have many story to be told butt butt tak syiokk lah dah lepas kite nak cerita kan . tak de feeling dah . this is year , i try to archieve my dream to get 9 A's :) Insyaallah kalau Allah kasi. tahun ni setiap hari tuisyen -..- memenatkan , tapi kalau nak berjaya kene lah kan . pasal pakwe pakwe ni , HAHA XD malas nak ambil tahu KUT :P cume suke gitu gitu je . tak serious pun kay .
next week , i gonna be 15 . Oh my ! i can't believe how old I am. i dont mind if one of my good friends or friend forget it . 19 march it's just a date that remind me how lucky I am . selamat sampai dan dapat jejak di duni ni . Alhamdulillah :') and i want to know who is the first one yang text I kata "Happy Birthday" Insyaallah , that person will be the one that I always remember. andd , i want to know orang yang wish terakhir sekali . kofem tak ingat . HAHA , I have talked too much and now maghrib . banyak syaitan yang berkeliaran *beware*
tomorrow I gonna meet ANIS and NADIAH at TS (Y)
Tuesday, December 27, 2011 , 6:47 AM , 0 comments
heyy babe ! tengok URL saya XD , saya dah pulang ke jalan yang asal *tetibe* tak ade lah , aku rasa url yang sekarang ni tooooo longggg. so baik yang lama, lagipun url tu aku yang cipta *bangga :'D* jangan terharu saya tukar URL yang lama . #samasama
tadi tengok video gongchannie nangis when he met his omma and oppa :') sedih pula aku tengok, tersentuh hatiku beb . anddd , i saw his little brother . macam NERD je , tapi masih handsome macam channie . HAHAHA XD angau terlebih. pfffttt nak pergi tengok wayang, jalan jalan, shopping . LOL .
1 januari nanti i'll celebrate happy new year at my new house , chopp my father's house #perasan.
ok , nothing to say i want to go to twitter . you dont know where is twitter ? oh may godd ! okay, listen here , you go up and click new tab, click slowly XP then , you tulis laa twitter . ape kebangangan nye -..- okay bai ! salam .
wa punye english tak A+ macam lu , jadi lu jangan nak kutuk wa . nanti pale lu wa pecah :P tegur aje ok . dah memadai btw saya panas baran XD *gile*
realiti kehidupan
Monday, December 26, 2011 , 4:25 AM , 0 comments
annyeonghaseyo , assalamualaikum :D
baru lepas habis penyek nyamuk gemuk -..- mampus kau nyamuk , suka suka hisap darah aku. sakit tahu #gatal.
#1
faz nak pergi holiday, kenape tahun ni cancel :'(
#2
hari tu tengok music bank tak ? it's awesome , kira semua penyanyi yang gua minat buat show haritu . yeahh ! B1A4 , gongchannie wears WHITE MAFLA and he's look cute. Jinyoung , you're my hero too :* IU ! suara kau comel laa , alolo muke pun dah comel . and and , ade L ! semartttt , nak je aku jerit name kau sekarang ni , sayang . HAHA :D siwon , i love your hair.
#3
saya tak nak pergi sekolah tahun depan :( i dont want to hear my english teacher bebel -..- urghh , macam AJDHAJFBHF je . tahun depan aku dah jadi calon PMR 2012 :( kenapa 2012 begitu menyedihkan , boleh ke aku belajar bersungguh sungguh *please* semua orang kata , faz/angah dapat 9 A's tau , nanti along/makcik/pakcik/aku/saya tunaikan permintaan aku . aku tak nak berang barang mahal korang tu sebab aku tak mungkin dapat 9A's :( *reality*
#4
dear blog, thanks for being my best friend. kau tak kritik pun ape yang aku bebel kan dekat sini . sekarang , i more in twitter than facebook because facebook makin hari makin sewel ! laptop aku ni bile buka facebook nak balas komen orang , dia akan keluar bende lain . sewel namenye tuh , kalau twitter senang je , just clik "tweet" siap :) but , my friends more in facebook than twitter :( *reality*
when i heard your love story , it's like in drama and storybook :) why , it's so beautiful and romantik ? i hope your love story will happy ever after *happyending*
, 4:25 AM , 0 comments
annyeonghaseyo , assalamualaikum :D
baru lepas habis penyek nyamuk gemuk -..- mampus kau nyamuk , suka suka hisap darah aku. sakit tahu #gatal.
#1
faz nak pergi holiday, kenape tahun ni cancel :'(
#2
hari tu tengok music bank tak ? it's awesome , kira semua penyanyi yang gua minat buat show haritu . yeahh ! B1A4 , gongchannie wears WHITE MAFLA and he's look cute. Jinyoung , you're my hero too :* IU ! suara kau comel laa , alolo muke pun dah comel . and and , ade L ! semartttt , nak je aku jerit name kau sekarang ni , sayang . HAHA :D siwon , i love your hair.
#3
saya tak nak pergi sekolah tahun depan :( i dont want to hear my english teacher bebel -..- urghh , macam AJDHAJFBHF je . tahun depan aku dah jadi calon PMR 2012 :( kenapa 2012 begitu menyedihkan , boleh ke aku belajar bersungguh sungguh *please* semua orang kata , faz/angah dapat 9 A's tau , nanti along/makcik/pakcik/aku/saya tunaikan permintaan aku . aku tak nak berang barang mahal korang tu sebab aku tak mungkin dapat 9A's :( *reality*
#4
dear blog, thanks for being my best friend. kau tak kritik pun ape yang aku bebel kan dekat sini . sekarang , i more in twitter than facebook because facebook makin hari makin sewel ! laptop aku ni bile buka facebook nak balas komen orang , dia akan keluar bende lain . sewel namenye tuh , kalau twitter senang je , just clik "tweet" siap :) but , my friends more in facebook than twitter :( *reality*
when i heard your love story , it's like in drama and storybook :) why , it's so beautiful and romantik ? i hope your love story will happy ever after *happyending*
9 A's
Wednesday, December 21, 2011 , 8:27 PM , 0 comments
assalamualaikum , anyeonghaseyo ;Dshort post ! now watching PRINCESS HOURS . so , hari ni result PMR keluar jadi faz harap ramai yang dapat straight A's ye laa , korang kan pandai . HEHE , PEACE
gongchan and jinyoung macam adik beradik yang sangat rapat . i lappp you all <3